By way of the dark the summer sun will be ours

Oh my

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 21:32:27 GMT

Im sory very sick.. but in the end all i really have to say is...

Cheer up emo kid!

awww im a dangerous kind of evil

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 20:16:15 GMT

You Are 24% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

Bubble Toes

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 03:45:43 GMT

Lazily you lie beside me,
You look at me,
as if you have never seen
me before tonight.
Its never felt this way
lying here in quiet
Sweet peaceful loving
no need to fight
Is it true that over time
things will change
With time things can mend
and become strong
Did time apart give us
what we needed
allowed us to grow and heal
and suddenly belong

Its been a while since i have wrote in here, hows everybody doing? lots going on but anywho.. hope you enjoyed my horribly written and not well thought out poem.
cheers

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 21:24:42 GMT

bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit!

This is bullshit!

(hope you enjoyed my rap.. i have also created some interpretive dance for it.. which will be previewed in the next up and coming film: Dancing that kills!)

HA
cheers

Oh lament of a birthday

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 18:01:39 GMT

AHHHHHHH ANOTHER YEAR OLDEERRRR!
haha im really not depressed about it at all. im still well Really young and besides wisdom usually comes with age.. doesn't happen for all people.. but hopefully it happens for me.
Im half way to 42, a third of the way to 63, a quarter of the way to 84!! soo i have a long ways to go.. unless of course i get into some freak car accident or develope some weird uncurable desease because of god damn winnipeg flies and such... weh ave a lot of flies at work i wonder if i'd get compensated for it.. if it was some freak fly prpblem that caused me to DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH!! haha. anywho..its my birthday soooo no more talk about.. death. DEAATH!. haha j/k anyhow.. i have to go shower so i can heado n over to my parents house for a barrel of laughs. AND CAKE!
see ya
.:iwill turn the ocean into sky:.
SARAH SLEAN IN LESS THEN A WEEK!

ode to frank the goat

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 21:53:45 GMT

Frank,
you and your goat like ways
are wonderful and pure
You bring joy to my heart
And you stink like manure
I bring you a carrot
to chomp on before bed
when you go off to sleep
and lay down your head
Your moans and winnys
they do make me laugh
and when you stretch high
you look like a giraff
So this here my ode
to the goat of the year
Peace to to you friend
for you are a dear

what i am to you. is not real

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 23:50:02 GMT

I lie awake and think of days past

A thought of you

I wish would disappear more fast

Like morning dew

Please be gone by the afternoon

i love your greatly

but it saddens me to look at the moon

and the sun lately

don't eat the leftovers with out me

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 15:42:48 GMT

tomorrow i move.. i move I MOVE!
...no im not at all excited.. ok so im prety excited and also SCARED! I GOTTA BUY FOOD!!! shit! oh no! i can do it its ok! anywho.. yes so as i sit here.. waiting for the rain to stop so i can bike towork I think of moving .. and that is pretty much all i think of.. first place on my own.. its exciting.. i remember last year caitlin talking of them renting out rooms and i thought it would be soo cool.. didn't actually think i would BUT I AM! and its amasing! AMASING! ..well hopefully it will be.. but this only means caite and i can now sit and write lyrics under the light of our MJ cigarettes and candles.. while she mysteriously plays her cello and i ... act ..crazy.. cause iam! haha! what has she gotten herself into.. living with A CRAZY PERSON! haha.. im little though she could take me.. she could probably flick me and i'd bruise.. and then my arm would fall off and IM MOVING!!!!
this might be my last entry for a wee bit!
LOVERLY!
i will turn the ocean into sky.. its called PERCIPITATION!
Meg

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 20:15:48 GMT

Of all the things to loose,
i hope to not lose you.
you're warmth and love
has been a ever growing,
ever comforting, force
your friendship means
everything to me, its clear
its colorful its strong
i will never again in a
thousand years
try anything to hurt
what we have,

anywho, life has been strange these past few days as i pack up my stuff to move on to another phase. I feel lonely yet don't want anyone around really.. well not just anyone at least, a few people that i hold dear i try to grasp for but they need time for themselves and i cannot ask to take them away from that. but sometime.. soon.. wine bottle and movies will be had.

wine, herbs and you

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 02:05:30 GMT

i walk through a meadow

to reach your mind

as i get closer to you

i take off my shoes

and tread lightly

my hands shake

and my heart quakes

excitement has me tremble

for what will i find

as i reach the stairs

to you

Oh to france

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 05:13:30 GMT

I'd like to take a trip
across the ocean
in a rickety boat
we'll sail by clouds
birds and fish
we'll sail out at night
our hearts take flight
as the sun sets
oh what a sight
we huddle together
as a storm appears
the waves stew
and the boat creeks
we sing songs to
calm the winds
and quiet the thunder
Restless waters then
guide us to our destination
oh thank goodness
we're here,
what a dream

tumble and fall

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 20:57:59 GMT

motionless,
i drift to you
over the seas
and through
lots of trees
just for a
second with
you

oh what a dream
when you feel
blessed to be
near me,

I will weep

to make you smile

I will whither

to bring you to life

I will falter

to raise you up

I will strive

so you see no strife

death do us part

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 19:24:55 GMT

i part from thee
with shakey hands
its all i know to do
i give up on love
and life and care
i give up on me
I hate this fate
that has creeped in
i hate it like fear
your allowed to love
another
but i cannot share that
i am trapped
inside your cage,
because
all i want is for YOU to be happy
therefor...
i depart from this place
disappear into darkness

Farewell

Do you know?

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 00:11:15 GMT

pleasant surprise,
what did it mean
not only did you once
ya might have kissed twice
it was a strange new thing
I had wished for so
I thought i was real
but that dream did peel
you whisked away so fast
not a word was said
maybe it was nothing still
which makes me sick, O Pill

how to undo this sticky mess, and how to become innerly radiant?

dear friend

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 04:44:18 GMT

Fellow Revolutionaries
I call out to you this night
Bring out the shovels,
the paints and pens
we have much work to do
We must paint the sky
Brighter Brighter yet!
Sing a breeze through
the trees until they sigh
and the grass grow long
Just for walking
We will not rest until
the beauty is restored to
all that surrounds us
Until You feel safe again
and your world is consumed
by happiness
This is all for you..

your afraid of what i'll do to you

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 03:07:57 GMT

darkened hallways twisting so,
you seem to be getting
farther and farther away
I try to reach you, running
but the faster i run
the more you disappear
what have i done
to chase you so far away
How did i end up
walking this path alone
Heart aches and cheesecake
small story of yesterday
seems so long ago
i took forgranted what i had
and now you've up and left
me behind.. yesterdays sorrow
The chasing and running
Has made me grow tired
coughing and sputtering
why can i not keep up.

your smile your hellos the weaken me so, hopefully soon you will see how special and how great of a gift to the world you are.
~hey boy come sleep, i will turn the ocean into sky~

tick tock

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 03:06:58 GMT

the clock struck

the sound echos in my mind

the feeling of loss

leaves a deeper scar

embedded in my brain

It can only be my fault

the reason you went away

the reason you found another

the reason you don't call

The clock struck

time flies by so quickly alone

the feeling of nothing

lingers around this place

It can only be my fault

the reason i am alone

the reason i am tired

the reason i don't call

The clock struck

I live there

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 22:36:23 GMT

smashing,

banging inside

trying to push their way out

My head throbs

in a pulsating

notion,

as the memories

try to leak

and sneak away

Birds Screetch and

terrorists teach

as the world

crumbles and falls

banging banging banging

as i clentch my jaw

the pains continue

the pulsing grows more tense

my sight begins to flee

Windows then crash

bodies lay wasted from gin

nothing has any glee

Rhymes aren't righteous

and words are meaningless

in this world we call home

let the sun shine,

and grass grow tall

The gods rise out of Rome

I write you messages in the weather

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 20:13:34 GMT

Why can't I

escape

the dreams inside my head,

Make them come true

or just

walk away,

instead of falsely hoping

for you

i sit here waiting

silently being mocked

by the tea i drink

"foolish girl",

it seems to spill at me

"Go find out what's aching"

I

Will,

Drowning

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 04:58:21 GMT

straggling,
dragging my feet behind
leaving a mark,
that scratches against
my heart
Pushing through
as hard
as i seemingly can
struggling
against life and all
its power
holding me back
swollowing
me completely whole
into darkness
I am all alone
Gasping
choking for breath
lost
in a bubble made of glass
unbreakable
i cannot be released
where
is
my
escape

broken

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 16:25:07 GMT

theres nothing left to ponder
theres nothing left to feel
your eyes only see another
your eyes only see her
My heart is not strong
My heart is not small
It swells in pain for something
It swells in pain for you
Poetry is my comfort
Poetry is my pain
there is no right answer
there is no right direction
Stuck in something uncomfortable
stuck in something real

no love no glory no hero in her sky

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 05:52:31 GMT

still fallen and broken
the pieces scattered
on the ground
fumbling words and
scripts and phrases
nothing seems right
anymore
Drained from thoughts
and worries that
bottle up
maybe im too busy
sucking on lemons..
damn the sour
damn the bitter
damn my silly reasons
of still loving you

you love to take the wind out of my sail, but not this time

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 04:34:18 GMT

weakened by the fall
embarrased by actions
i can not take back,
I call out to the sky,
Take me away
where familiar faces
no longer haunt
and sadden my
broken heart
The rain fall
speaks a thousand words
"Strengthen your soul
from the aches of today"
Strike down the worry
and push out the pain
The thunder
grew louder
pushing me away
sending me
out
into
the
world

This

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 02:35:31 GMT

Spoken words
that taste like mud
splatter out your lips
Poison seeps through
the earth
creating your boisterious
sounds.
All the wretched
have come out to play
Their games are messy
and violence Strikes
I sit sipping my tea
waiting it out,
when the sun will
shine
again
hunger has made
a new dance,
Will we now
embrace what needs
to be seen, heard
pay attention

he is chasing down his heart

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 03:47:47 GMT

The rain
Looked like stars
Dancing
in the moonlite
Just for us!
The wind
It did beckon us near
To listen to
the stories of man
"Tangled in fear"
It whisphered,
grasping my Hand
Teaching me to
Only love,
learn, and breath
Breath with all ones might
The rain
grew louder
As if to reply
Dance,
Theres nothing more beautiful
then a teapot