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    Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
    3:29 pm
    Oh my
    Im sory very sick.. but in the end all i really have to say is...

    Cheer up emo kid!

    Current Mood: sick
    Saturday, February 25th, 2006
    2:14 pm
    awww im a dangerous kind of evil
    You Are 24% Evil

    A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
    In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.


    Current Mood: contemplative
    Current Music: jack Johnson
    Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
    9:34 pm
    Bubble Toes
    Lazily you lie beside me,
    You look at me,
    as if you have never seen
    me before tonight.
    Its never felt this way
    lying here in quiet
    Sweet peaceful loving
    no need to fight
    Is it true that over time
    things will change
    With time things can mend
    and become strong
    Did time apart give us
    what we needed
    allowed us to grow and heal
    and suddenly belong

    Its been a while since i have wrote in here, hows everybody doing? lots going on but anywho.. hope you enjoyed my horribly written and not well thought out poem.
    cheers

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: Dido - thankyou
    Monday, November 28th, 2005
    3:21 pm
    bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit!

    This is bullshit!

    (hope you enjoyed my rap.. i have also created some interpretive dance for it.. which will be previewed in the next up and coming film: Dancing that kills!)

    HA
    cheers

    Current Mood: cranky
    Current Music: the bitter sounds of me lungs charing from 2nd hand smoke
    Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
    12:01 pm
    Oh lament of a birthday
    AHHHHHHH ANOTHER YEAR OLDEERRRR!
    haha im really not depressed about it at all. im still well Really young and besides wisdom usually comes with age.. doesn't happen for all people.. but hopefully it happens for me.
    Im half way to 42, a third of the way to 63, a quarter of the way to 84!! soo i have a long ways to go.. unless of course i get into some freak car accident or develope some weird uncurable desease because of god damn winnipeg flies and such... weh ave a lot of flies at work i wonder if i'd get compensated for it.. if it was some freak fly prpblem that caused me to DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH!! haha. anywho..its my birthday soooo no more talk about.. death. DEAATH!. haha j/k anyhow.. i have to go shower so i can heado n over to my parents house for a barrel of laughs. AND CAKE!
    see ya
    .:iwill turn the ocean into sky:.
    SARAH SLEAN IN LESS THEN A WEEK!

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: joran - one of her many splendid cd's filled with cello
    Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
    3:49 pm
    ode to frank the goat
    Frank,
    you and your goat like ways
    are wonderful and pure
    You bring joy to my heart
    And you stink like manure
    I bring you a carrot
    to chomp on before bed
    when you go off to sleep
    and lay down your head
    Your moans and winnys
    they do make me laugh
    and when you stretch high
    you look like a giraff
    So this here my ode
    to the goat of the year
    Peace to to you friend
    for you are a dear

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: Katie Melua - piece by piece
    Friday, August 26th, 2005
    6:45 pm
    what i am to you. is not real
    I lie awake and think of days past

    A thought of you

    I wish would disappear more fast

    Like morning dew

    Please be gone by the afternoon

    i love your greatly

    but it saddens me to look at the moon

    and the sun lately

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: garden state soundtrack
    Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
    10:38 am
    don't eat the leftovers with out me
    tomorrow i move.. i move I MOVE!
    ...no im not at all excited.. ok so im prety excited and also SCARED! I GOTTA BUY FOOD!!! shit! oh no! i can do it its ok! anywho.. yes so as i sit here.. waiting for the rain to stop so i can bike towork I think of moving .. and that is pretty much all i think of.. first place on my own.. its exciting.. i remember last year caitlin talking of them renting out rooms and i thought it would be soo cool.. didn't actually think i would BUT I AM! and its amasing! AMASING! ..well hopefully it will be.. but this only means caite and i can now sit and write lyrics under the light of our MJ cigarettes and candles.. while she mysteriously plays her cello and i ... act ..crazy.. cause iam! haha! what has she gotten herself into.. living with A CRAZY PERSON! haha.. im little though she could take me.. she could probably flick me and i'd bruise.. and then my arm would fall off and IM MOVING!!!!
    this might be my last entry for a wee bit!
    LOVERLY!
    i will turn the ocean into sky.. its called PERCIPITATION!
    Meg

    Current Mood: anxious
    Saturday, August 13th, 2005
    3:04 pm
    Of all the things to loose,
    i hope to not lose you.
    you're warmth and love
    has been a ever growing,
    ever comforting, force
    your friendship means
    everything to me, its clear
    its colorful its strong
    i will never again in a
    thousand years
    try anything to hurt
    what we have,

    anywho, life has been strange these past few days as i pack up my stuff to move on to another phase. I feel lonely yet don't want anyone around really.. well not just anyone at least, a few people that i hold dear i try to grasp for but they need time for themselves and i cannot ask to take them away from that. but sometime.. soon.. wine bottle and movies will be had.

    Current Mood: lonely
    Current Music: i will turn the ocean into sky
    Thursday, August 11th, 2005
    9:02 pm
    wine, herbs and you
    i walk through a meadow

    to reach your mind

    as i get closer to you

    i take off my shoes

    and tread lightly

    my hands shake

    and my heart quakes

    excitement has me tremble

    for what will i find

    as i reach the stairs

    to you

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: sting - why should i cry for you
    Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
    12:12 am
    Oh to france
    I'd like to take a trip
    across the ocean
    in a rickety boat
    we'll sail by clouds
    birds and fish
    we'll sail out at night
    our hearts take flight
    as the sun sets
    oh what a sight
    we huddle together
    as a storm appears
    the waves stew
    and the boat creeks
    we sing songs to
    calm the winds
    and quiet the thunder
    Restless waters then
    guide us to our destination
    oh thank goodness
    we're here,
    what a dream

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: feeder - tender
    Monday, August 8th, 2005
    3:55 pm
    tumble and fall
    motionless,
    i drift to you
    over the seas
    and through
    lots of trees
    just for a
    second with
    you

    oh what a dream
    when you feel
    blessed to be
    near me,




    I will weep

    to make you smile

    I will whither

    to bring you to life

    I will falter

    to raise you up

    I will strive

    so you see no strife

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: Meatloaf!
    Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
    2:21 pm
    death do us part
    i part from thee
    with shakey hands
    its all i know to do
    i give up on love
    and life and care
    i give up on me
    I hate this fate
    that has creeped in
    i hate it like fear
    your allowed to love
    another
    but i cannot share that
    i am trapped
    inside your cage,
    because
    all i want is for YOU to be happy
    therefor...
    i depart from this place
    disappear into darkness

    Farewell

    Current Mood: angry
    Current Music: dazed and confused sountrack
    Sunday, July 31st, 2005
    7:09 pm
    Do you know?
    pleasant surprise,
    what did it mean
    not only did you once
    ya might have kissed twice
    it was a strange new thing
    I had wished for so
    I thought i was real
    but that dream did peel
    you whisked away so fast
    not a word was said
    maybe it was nothing still
    which makes me sick, O Pill

    how to undo this sticky mess, and how to become innerly radiant?

    Current Mood: nervous
    Current Music: weight of my words _kings of convenience
    Thursday, July 28th, 2005
    11:43 pm
    dear friend
    Fellow Revolutionaries
    I call out to you this night
    Bring out the shovels,
    the paints and pens
    we have much work to do
    We must paint the sky
    Brighter Brighter yet!
    Sing a breeze through
    the trees until they sigh
    and the grass grow long
    Just for walking
    We will not rest until
    the beauty is restored to
    all that surrounds us
    Until You feel safe again
    and your world is consumed
    by happiness
    This is all for you..

    Current Mood: determined
    Current Music: my invitation - sarah slean
    Sunday, July 24th, 2005
    10:15 pm
    your afraid of what i'll do to you
    darkened hallways twisting so,
    you seem to be getting
    farther and farther away
    I try to reach you, running
    but the faster i run
    the more you disappear
    what have i done
    to chase you so far away
    How did i end up
    walking this path alone
    Heart aches and cheesecake
    small story of yesterday
    seems so long ago
    i took forgranted what i had
    and now you've up and left
    me behind.. yesterdays sorrow
    The chasing and running
    Has made me grow tired
    coughing and sputtering
    why can i not keep up.

    your smile your hellos the weaken me so, hopefully soon you will see how special and how great of a gift to the world you are.
    ~hey boy come sleep, i will turn the ocean into sky~

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: sweetness follows - REM
    10:06 pm
    tick tock
    the clock struck

    the sound echos in my mind

    the feeling of loss

    leaves a deeper scar

    embedded in my brain

    It can only be my fault

    the reason you went away

    the reason you found another

    the reason you don't call

    The clock struck

    time flies by so quickly alone

    the feeling of nothing

    lingers around this place

    It can only be my fault

    the reason i am alone

    the reason i am tired

    the reason i don't call

    The clock struck

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: yellow - coldplay
    Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
    5:35 pm
    I live there
    smashing,

    banging inside

    trying to push their way out

    My head throbs

    in a pulsating

    notion,

    as the memories

    try to leak

    and sneak away

    Birds Screetch and

    terrorists teach

    as the world

    crumbles and falls

    banging banging banging

    as i clentch my jaw

    the pains continue

    the pulsing grows more tense

    my sight begins to flee

    Windows then crash

    bodies lay wasted from gin

    nothing has any glee

    Rhymes aren't righteous

    and words are meaningless

    in this world we call home

    let the sun shine,

    and grass grow tall

    The gods rise out of Rome

    Current Mood: cold
    Current Music: Eliot - sarah slean
    Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
    3:12 pm
    I write you messages in the weather
    Why can't I

    escape

    the dreams inside my head,

    Make them come true

    or just

    walk away,

    instead of falsely hoping

    for you

    i sit here waiting

    silently being mocked

    by the tea i drink

    "foolish girl",

    it seems to spill at me

    "Go find out what's aching"

    I

    Will,

    Current Mood: blank
    Current Music: Me Im a thief - sarah slean
    1:03 am
    Drowning
    straggling,
    dragging my feet behind
    leaving a mark,
    that scratches against
    my heart
    Pushing through
    as hard
    as i seemingly can
    struggling
    against life and all
    its power
    holding me back
    swollowing
    me completely whole
    into darkness
    I am all alone
    Gasping
    choking for breath
    lost
    in a bubble made of glass
    unbreakable
    i cannot be released
    where
    is
    my
    escape

    Current Mood: intimidated
    Current Music: sarah slean - vertigo
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