| Wednesday, March 1st, 2006 |
| 3:29 pm |
Oh my
Im sory very sick.. but in the end all i really have to say is... Cheer up emo kid! Current Mood: sick |
| Saturday, February 25th, 2006 |
| 2:14 pm |
awww im a dangerous kind of evil | You Are 24% Evil |  A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. | Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: jack Johnson |
| Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006 |
| 9:34 pm |
Bubble Toes
Lazily you lie beside me, You look at me, as if you have never seen me before tonight. Its never felt this way lying here in quiet Sweet peaceful loving no need to fight Is it true that over time things will change With time things can mend and become strong Did time apart give us what we needed allowed us to grow and heal and suddenly belong Its been a while since i have wrote in here, hows everybody doing? lots going on but anywho.. hope you enjoyed my horribly written and not well thought out poem. cheers Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: Dido - thankyou |
| Monday, November 28th, 2005 |
| 3:21 pm |
bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit! This is bullshit! (hope you enjoyed my rap.. i have also created some interpretive dance for it.. which will be previewed in the next up and coming film: Dancing that kills!) HA cheers Current Mood: crankyCurrent Music: the bitter sounds of me lungs charing from 2nd hand smoke |
| Wednesday, November 9th, 2005 |
| 12:01 pm |
Oh lament of a birthday
AHHHHHHH ANOTHER YEAR OLDEERRRR! haha im really not depressed about it at all. im still well Really young and besides wisdom usually comes with age.. doesn't happen for all people.. but hopefully it happens for me. Im half way to 42, a third of the way to 63, a quarter of the way to 84!! soo i have a long ways to go.. unless of course i get into some freak car accident or develope some weird uncurable desease because of god damn winnipeg flies and such... weh ave a lot of flies at work i wonder if i'd get compensated for it.. if it was some freak fly prpblem that caused me to DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH!! haha. anywho..its my birthday soooo no more talk about.. death. DEAATH!. haha j/k anyhow.. i have to go shower so i can heado n over to my parents house for a barrel of laughs. AND CAKE! see ya .:iwill turn the ocean into sky:. SARAH SLEAN IN LESS THEN A WEEK! Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: joran - one of her many splendid cd's filled with cello |
| Tuesday, November 8th, 2005 |
| 3:49 pm |
ode to frank the goat
Frank, you and your goat like ways are wonderful and pure You bring joy to my heart And you stink like manure I bring you a carrot to chomp on before bed when you go off to sleep and lay down your head Your moans and winnys they do make me laugh and when you stretch high you look like a giraff So this here my ode to the goat of the year Peace to to you friend for you are a dear Current Mood: accomplishedCurrent Music: Katie Melua - piece by piece |
| Friday, August 26th, 2005 |
| 6:45 pm |
what i am to you. is not real
I lie awake and think of days past A thought of you I wish would disappear more fast Like morning dew Please be gone by the afternoon i love your greatly but it saddens me to look at the moon and the sun lately Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: garden state soundtrack |
| Wednesday, August 17th, 2005 |
| 10:38 am |
don't eat the leftovers with out me
tomorrow i move.. i move I MOVE! ...no im not at all excited.. ok so im prety excited and also SCARED! I GOTTA BUY FOOD!!! shit! oh no! i can do it its ok! anywho.. yes so as i sit here.. waiting for the rain to stop so i can bike towork I think of moving .. and that is pretty much all i think of.. first place on my own.. its exciting.. i remember last year caitlin talking of them renting out rooms and i thought it would be soo cool.. didn't actually think i would BUT I AM! and its amasing! AMASING! ..well hopefully it will be.. but this only means caite and i can now sit and write lyrics under the light of our MJ cigarettes and candles.. while she mysteriously plays her cello and i ... act ..crazy.. cause iam! haha! what has she gotten herself into.. living with A CRAZY PERSON! haha.. im little though she could take me.. she could probably flick me and i'd bruise.. and then my arm would fall off and IM MOVING!!!! this might be my last entry for a wee bit! LOVERLY! i will turn the ocean into sky.. its called PERCIPITATION! Meg Current Mood: anxious |
| Saturday, August 13th, 2005 |
| 3:04 pm |
Of all the things to loose, i hope to not lose you. you're warmth and love has been a ever growing, ever comforting, force your friendship means everything to me, its clear its colorful its strong i will never again in a thousand years try anything to hurt what we have, anywho, life has been strange these past few days as i pack up my stuff to move on to another phase. I feel lonely yet don't want anyone around really.. well not just anyone at least, a few people that i hold dear i try to grasp for but they need time for themselves and i cannot ask to take them away from that. but sometime.. soon.. wine bottle and movies will be had. Current Mood: lonelyCurrent Music: i will turn the ocean into sky |
| Thursday, August 11th, 2005 |
| 9:02 pm |
wine, herbs and you
i walk through a meadow to reach your mind as i get closer to you i take off my shoes and tread lightly my hands shake and my heart quakes excitement has me tremble for what will i find as i reach the stairs to you Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: sting - why should i cry for you |
| Wednesday, August 10th, 2005 |
| 12:12 am |
Oh to france
I'd like to take a trip across the ocean in a rickety boat we'll sail by clouds birds and fish we'll sail out at night our hearts take flight as the sun sets oh what a sight we huddle together as a storm appears the waves stew and the boat creeks we sing songs to calm the winds and quiet the thunder Restless waters then guide us to our destination oh thank goodness we're here, what a dream Current Mood: drainedCurrent Music: feeder - tender |
| Monday, August 8th, 2005 |
| 3:55 pm |
tumble and fall
motionless, i drift to you over the seas and through lots of trees just for a second with you oh what a dream when you feel blessed to be near me, I will weep to make you smile I will whither to bring you to life I will falter to raise you up I will strive so you see no strife Current Mood: drainedCurrent Music: Meatloaf! |
| Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 |
| 2:21 pm |
death do us part
i part from thee with shakey hands its all i know to do i give up on love and life and care i give up on me I hate this fate that has creeped in i hate it like fear your allowed to love another but i cannot share that i am trapped inside your cage, because all i want is for YOU to be happy therefor... i depart from this place disappear into darkness Farewell Current Mood: angryCurrent Music: dazed and confused sountrack |
| Sunday, July 31st, 2005 |
| 7:09 pm |
Do you know?
pleasant surprise, what did it mean not only did you once ya might have kissed twice it was a strange new thing I had wished for so I thought i was real but that dream did peel you whisked away so fast not a word was said maybe it was nothing still which makes me sick, O Pill how to undo this sticky mess, and how to become innerly radiant? Current Mood: nervousCurrent Music: weight of my words _kings of convenience |
| Thursday, July 28th, 2005 |
| 11:43 pm |
dear friend
Fellow Revolutionaries I call out to you this night Bring out the shovels, the paints and pens we have much work to do We must paint the sky Brighter Brighter yet! Sing a breeze through the trees until they sigh and the grass grow long Just for walking We will not rest until the beauty is restored to all that surrounds us Until You feel safe again and your world is consumed by happiness This is all for you.. Current Mood: determinedCurrent Music: my invitation - sarah slean |
| Sunday, July 24th, 2005 |
| 10:15 pm |
your afraid of what i'll do to you
darkened hallways twisting so, you seem to be getting farther and farther away I try to reach you, running but the faster i run the more you disappear what have i done to chase you so far away How did i end up walking this path alone Heart aches and cheesecake small story of yesterday seems so long ago i took forgranted what i had and now you've up and left me behind.. yesterdays sorrow The chasing and running Has made me grow tired coughing and sputtering why can i not keep up. your smile your hellos the weaken me so, hopefully soon you will see how special and how great of a gift to the world you are. ~hey boy come sleep, i will turn the ocean into sky~ Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: sweetness follows - REM |
| 10:06 pm |
tick tock
the clock struck the sound echos in my mind the feeling of loss leaves a deeper scar embedded in my brain It can only be my fault the reason you went away the reason you found another the reason you don't call The clock struck time flies by so quickly alone the feeling of nothing lingers around this place It can only be my fault the reason i am alone the reason i am tired the reason i don't call The clock struck Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: yellow - coldplay |
| Saturday, July 23rd, 2005 |
| 5:35 pm |
I live there
smashing, banging inside trying to push their way out My head throbs in a pulsating notion, as the memories try to leak and sneak away Birds Screetch and terrorists teach as the world crumbles and falls banging banging banging as i clentch my jaw the pains continue the pulsing grows more tense my sight begins to flee Windows then crash bodies lay wasted from gin nothing has any glee Rhymes aren't righteous and words are meaningless in this world we call home let the sun shine, and grass grow tall The gods rise out of Rome Current Mood: coldCurrent Music: Eliot - sarah slean |
| Tuesday, July 19th, 2005 |
| 3:12 pm |
I write you messages in the weather
Why can't I escape the dreams inside my head, Make them come true or just walk away, instead of falsely hoping for you i sit here waiting silently being mocked by the tea i drink "foolish girl", it seems to spill at me "Go find out what's aching" I Will, Current Mood: blankCurrent Music: Me Im a thief - sarah slean |
| 1:03 am |
Drowning
straggling, dragging my feet behind leaving a mark, that scratches against my heart Pushing through as hard as i seemingly can struggling against life and all its power holding me back swollowing me completely whole into darkness I am all alone Gasping choking for breath lost in a bubble made of glass unbreakable i cannot be released where is my escape Current Mood: intimidatedCurrent Music: sarah slean - vertigo |